Dad died on Halloween 1988. I always think of him this time of year so I’m sharing a little bit of his life…and mine.
Neither the grey sky nor the steady rain could dampen Rene’s thoughts any more than they already were. The train would be leaving soon. Coming home wasn’t what she expected. Nothing remained of what once had been. She knew things would have changed but she wasn’t ready for what she found. Dementia comes on slowly; but for Rene and her mom, it had been a lifetime.
I wish I could tell you that I had known Rene and her family for a long time, but I cannot. We met on the long train ride home after a trip. We shared a compartment, just the two of us. Rene needed to talk. I was willing to listen. By the end of the journey, I knew all about her childhood, her brothers and sisters, her drunken father, and her dementia laden mom.
We shared space for a time…and time forever. Rene and I never kept in touch, perhaps she was embarrassed for exposing so much of herself to a stranger; or maybe I was needed only for that moment in her life. I’ll never know nor does it matter. I will always recall the telling and the feelings it evoked within me, especially now, on my journey home.
To the men and women who gave up their lives so we have a future filled with freedoms. To their families who are left with only memories and a future without their loved ones in it – your freedom comes especially hard – the ultimate sacrifice. Continue reading “To You Who Serve”
On a cloudy day
a barefoot lad
the blackberry path.
“At ease, at ease…” These words run through my mind anytime sound decibels begin to rise. My dad, the military man, had all these phrases he would bark at us kids. “Get with the program” “At ease, at ease” “Grab it and growl” these were a few of his favorites and the ones he used most often with us.